Why all of my blogs and posts are deleted

So, I just wanted to come on here for those of you who actually reads the blog (who are you by the way???) and talk about why I’ve done what I’ve done and actually what I did. So, I deleted all of my blogs, I even deleted my Twitter since all of my posts was posted there too. The reason for it is rather simple. I just got tired of people knowing everything about me and I knew nothing about them.

I happened to find myself in situations where girls (first and foremost) has read my blog and acted ignorant against me. So many times I found myself in thoughts going: ”okay, so they’ve read the blog, they’ve given some thoughts to it and has now an opinion about me while I have nothing on them and I can’t defend myself because I don’t know what they read”. Maybe that’s not the case, but in the end that was what made me delete everything.

Tourn though is a great place to blog and they even gave me my own web-adress, so I still wanted to keep it. I sat down and tried to come up with what I wanted to do with this blog and I figured that it would be too hard for me to just quit the blog completely. Outfits and small talk doesn’t actually tell what I feel about myself or about others, so. how would a person be able to judge if they had nothing to judge but my personal style regarding clothing? I’ve uploaded like 3 posts here yet, and I feel like it’s working out. You know, me, uploading whenever I feel like it, sometimes more, sometime less. No stress.

The goal was just to let people read me the first time they met me, not through a blog on the internet. I want to be a fresh, unwritten leaf just as they are. Ain’t that fair?

Still though, I love writing, also I love English so I thought I’d do some basic writing on here when I feel like it (like some nights ago when I felt like writing about Jimi Hendrix), and also I like clothing, so I’m not ready to let this blog go. Blogging has been a part of my life since I was 12 and I do it because of how much I love writing, photographing and editing, also doing videos but that’s another project that’s still way too scary.

I’m not saying that I’m famous or that I’m a blogging-genius, I ONLY do it because it makes me feel good and happy. Please take that in. You don’t have to follow this blog unless you feel like it’s fun. I don’t even care if you follow it or not, this is for me, not for you.

Feel free asking questions if you like.

A tragedy

// I’ve been listening to the music, to the riffs, to his voice through ”The Wind Cries Mary”, ”Hey Joe” and ”All Along The Watchtower” since I was a child. Even when I didn’t want to listen my father played his songs and jammed his songs on his own guitars in the living room while I at last fell asleep in my bedroom. Jimi has been a part of my life since I was born, but it’s not until now I know the real story.

Of course I’ve known the cause of his death, the joining of 27 club and a bit of his history, but while reading through the internet, through Wikipedia and whilst googling quotes and interviews, I feel a deep anxiety. I’m having hard to breathe and I feel such pain for Hendrix. I know he lived his life just as he wanted to, but still I feel sick to my stomach from listening to the music, truly understanding him. I guess.

27 club in general scares me. Deep inside I have a fear of dying the year I turn 27, even though I know I don’t have and will never have drug problems or any issue that will cause my early death. Still, I feel stressed about the whole 27 club-thing. It’s depressing how such fantastic artists as Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Amy Winehouse and Kurt Cobain. I can’t help myself from wondering what would’ve come next if it wasn’t for their death. The fantastic music that would’ve kept being released. Most of them died because of drugs and alcohol. It’s a tragedy what stress, accomplishment-anxiety and the drugs do to people who could’ve had longer lives with love, families and great music.

It’s a total tragedy. //

Nostalgy-trip back to Gothenburg

KNITTED – RALPH LAUREN / JUMPSUIT – H&M x COACHELLA

I played it simple about a month ago when I wore this. The knitted sweater has been a favorite piece in my wardrobe ever since I got it back when I was 14 when I inherited it. It’s not in the best shape anymore, but I still love it. I think the jumpsuit matches it perfectly while being in the archipelago. A little countryside-chic, we can call it.

I actually lived on Tjörn which in an island in the archipelago of Gothenburg for about two months for an internship at NA-KD where I managed the influencer marketing. I loved the internship but Gothenburg was truly not my place to be, even though I enjoyed my time at Tjörn which was about an hour of drive from GBG. It was calm and silent, and even though that made me sad in the beginning, it became useful for me now and forward. I learned how to be alone and actually be okay with it.

Now, though, I’m back home in Stockholm since about a month ago, or maybe even a little longer. I like Stockholm, but I’ve realized that Tjörn is a perfect place for a future-country place. I wouldn’t be able to live there all year around, but during summer it made me happy and I felt comfortable being there for a while.

What would the end of summer be without an ice cream? Nothing, of course, so to end this blogpost I’m wishing you a happy weekend and I hope all of you are well. Until next time. ♡

The end

// HAT – H&M / COAT – ZARA / HOODIE – DEFEND / JEANS – ? / SNEAKERS – VANS //

// Without questions or doubts, I will from now on only post outfit posts now and then. My personal life will contain personal and that’s that. I’ve deleted all of my old blogs and all of the posts I’ve ever made so that we have a clean slate to start with.

Luv @aliciablomqvist

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